Maybe I’ll just find some guy who can get me drunk enough to forget your name. Maybe he can take my mind off you for two seconds. Maybe one day I won’t even think of you. Maybe one fucking day I won’t be alone. Maybe one day you’ll realize that none of that will ever happen because I’m completely in love with you and now I’m going to be alone because I can’t be with you.
Teenagers have more intense reading experiences because they’ve had fewer of them. It’s like the first time you fall in love. You have a connection to that first person you fell in love with because it was so intense and unprecedented.
How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard.